Sunday, January 29, 2006

everyone's happily bai-ing nian while im sadly working.

im pissed when im at work. i dont wanna work lar. felt as if im like an EXTRA when im there. so many servers.

i cant believe that someone was at the bar counter and saw the drinks that has yet to be served to the customer. that someone actually asked the bartender to call for me to pick the drinks and serve it. JUST WHEN THAT SERVER SAW THE DRINKS AND DID NOT PICK IT UP. and said ive got nothing to do MA. hello? does THIS SERVER has something to do also? besides TALKING? i was upset. i keep asking myself why why why? why must this someone be likedat. cannot take it. i went to the toilet and cry. im wondering if KBOX really need servers now. or they are just wasting manpower. wasting time. thank that supervisor of mine for letting me work till the 26th so i can earn. but i cant take all this shit man. i cant believe that a close friend can be a stranger now. friends, tell me.. can you? i cant lor. people change that fast ehs. this feeling totally suck. dreadful time at work. so if that server can do that so does it mean i can also? when i see that server talking, im in the bar, saw drinks aint served, i ask the bartender to call for that server la? can i?

second person who made me cried on CNY. how good ehs. thanks man.

im not in the good mood. im feeling mooodddyy.

Saturday, January 28, 2006

dear world. ITS CNY'S EVE!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR people!

thank God for this precious off day im given. haha. ive been working non stop for the past nine days and im totally bored of it. no mood of keep wanting to continue. but well. who aint tired and bored when they're working? i cant take it. its like, even if theres nothing to do, i must look for something and do it. but i totally have nothing in mind. all the things i know that havta be done, its done. so, the talkative jessie went to the CASHIER counter and started talking. in the end got scolded lar. one thing i dislike was, if i did anything wrong, scold me. dont scold my friend for my mistake. being like this, your torturing me. but well. i expect nothing too much from the worldly world. -sigh-

dads back from taiwan. goodness. he look old. i see wrinkles. its like in just a year, ive not seen him. and hes back now, i guess my dad is really old already. hurhur. my papa is always young in heart huh. haha!

Thursday was the happiest day and the most PRECIOUS day i was given. know why? coz i got home after work, after "torture" at work, got home and guess who i see? i saw my beloved grandma and my beloved brother and my beloved dad at home! and i felt so blessed. i felt so great seeing the people i love and loves me being together at our own home. i seldom get the chance to have this moment alrights. people who know jessie, you know how seldom hor..... haha. anyway. im really glad. haha!

finally had a talk with my supervisor last night. and the final day of mine at the workplace will be on the 26th feb. its coming. and it'll soon be march and soon, im gonna be a student again! haha how good. so to some of you who wants to be served by me, come by the 26th! haha.

i miss joanna darling! please meet me soon alrights? jo darling. i dont call you doesnt mean i dont care about you, or dont love you and doesnt mean you can also dont call me okie. so start calling now alrights. haha! so, love me? care about me? start calling! update me about your life alrights. i want to know. missyousomuchdarling!

why do the world consist of mean guys and guys who love hurting girls? why do the world consist of guys who'll go after a girl, sweet talk and convinced the girl of going into a r/s, saying so much of those convincing words making the girl slowly fall for the guy and just when the girl's willing to give it a try and believed in him and now he just push her off now? oh God, why? when guys says love you to someone, do they really mean they love? or isit just words? i wonder.... but well.. words are cheap. why would someone actually break this fragile girls heart huh? alrights. just if your wondering if its happening to me, its NOT okie. haha. jus some questions to my wonders. haha.

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

im happy.

alrights. daddys coming home tomorrow. haha. miss him like crazie love him like mad. omg. haha. i wanna hug him tight tight ahs. haha. but im working! oh GOD! hurhur. i have only one pathetic off day that falls on the eve! hur hur!

im gonna upload SOME pictures. taken last December. hmm. i dont really remember when is it. but some was taken when rene was sad and i went to accompany her and drank a little and took pictures in the toilet after. haha. was rotting at esplanade. haha.

next was.. erm.. countdown when dearest bestie rene and i were looking high and low for each other.

den.. went to dine at Galilee and Friends at Cineleisure. took pictures with rene.

thats all i guess. haha

what did i do today? the same thing. work. i hate to work. its getting more and more sucky. i msged my supervisor this morning about what i want. so its up to him to decide. all ill do is sit and wait. hahaha.

and guess what? im getting my pay cheque tomorrow! hahaa.

okie here are the pictures.

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this is me after drinking just one bottle of vodka ice. i looked redish yes? haha. i think that colour look healthier. haha

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while chatting, im bored. so i started snapping again. hahahaha!

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nice bo? hahaha!

then, rene and i went to the toilet over at esplanade. and started taking pictures again..

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take one- i seldom take pictures with my teeth shown one okie..

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take two.

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take three.

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take four.

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take five.

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take six.

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take seven.

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last!

NExt countdown..

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rene myself and bestie! the two important people in my blessed life!

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me myself and i

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rene and myself.

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one more time..

then.. we were at Galilee and Friends for dinner.

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this taste like HEAVEN! trust me man. haha i love OREO mudpie!

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same to this.. itsss YUMMIE!!

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rene ordered oreo mudpie and i ordered ice cream waffle.

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im all ready to EAT!

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look how happy rene is! shes enjoying her mudpie!haha

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oh.... its heaven!

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i love this! how nice!!!!!!!!!!

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finished dinner and had photo taking session again.

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den to the toilet..

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thats all~ enjoy

lastly.. i love you all..... faithful readers~! haha.

Monday, January 23, 2006

i think ill gonna have a longg longg week.

schedules out today and ive was happy yet dont know how to say lars. i asked for off day on thursday and to clear my PH-public hols. on sat. but sadly. my supervisor just gave me off day. but one good thing is that its on a saturday. so i can spend more time with dad i hope? haha.

work went pretty fine today. nothing much to blog about. haha.

its a Guava day at work. hahaaa

i went to get lunch for everyone today. and i got fruits for myself. then Lileng-cashier, wanted to eat fruits after looking at me eating. shes tempted lar. haha. went to get her guava. but the serving toooo little. and slowly almost everyone wanted Guava. so to save the money. i went to get Guava from Giant. bought 4 big Guava. haha. everyone was so full after eating. haha.

ive no idea of how to tell my supervisor about me wanting to change to a part timer. i dont wanna trouble him too. maybe i should just say i want to quit.

Sunday, January 22, 2006

time aint enough

oh god.. why is there only 24hrs in a day?

hmm. i shall start with my day at work. its getting more and more boring coz im totally not in the mood to work or maybe not in the mood to work there anymore. but still im hanging on. dont know when i'll quit that job lar. im tired almost every single day. feeling so nua when i got up from bed with the mindset of not wanting to work. i even come out with a plan to fake that im so sick lor. but in the end i didnt carry it out lar. im living in the truth lehs. haha

went to Lucky Chinatown to give out flyers today and ended work at 7pm SHARP. cmon, i can never end at 7pm sharp at MS lor. so its a MIRACLE that i actually ended at 7pm. went around chinatown and got myself CHEESY HOT DOG. haha damn nice. haha. and den went to get stuff for my home. im like a mother please. i cant take it. ended work.. bought two plastic bags of stuff with shampoo, detergent, food, tissue papers and etc. am i a MOTHER? looking so shagged and saw my fren. i was like wanting to hide somewhere. but too bad she saw me. haha!

got home at ard 730pm and i went to do the housework.. and till now im not done with it. theres tooo manyyyy things for me to do lor. anyways its 1207am already and im still doing it. RAHhh.. time time time.. passesss sooooo fast....

and ive not eaten yet! hurhur!

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

i went to the SINGAPORE ZOOLOGICAL GARDENS

haha. can u believe it? i actually walked the whole zoo today. haha. got up and head down with fred. haha.

the main animal i would love to see is THE SNAKES. haha. thats for the zoo. but as for sentosa, its the GREAT WHITE. haha. i didnt get to see great white last year, when i headed down with shar. haha. took pictures with a fake great white in the end. haha!

alrights. saw many many animals. and they're damn cute and huge man. and i also touched the cute pony. damn cute. i wanted to touch the Horse. but when i reach my hands out.. im afraid it might just bite me lar. haha. or maybe eat me. haha!

saw white tiger..man..damn nice. haha. saw cheetahs. man i love their mao. haha! theres one, the mao look so new lor. haha.

and saw this animal that has an ass thats freaking red. haha. and saw guinea pigs thats horny haha. and saw cows with big balls. haha!

haha. and it rained!!!!

these are the pictures taken..

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dont ask me what animal is it. coz i forgot liao. haha.

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these cute little animals. cute right! haha.

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i feel this birdy love to take pictures. haha. posed for it. haha.

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one more time.

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omg. im with the PENGUINS!!! jealous? hahahahahahahahahaa..

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damn cute. esp the way they swim.. super cute. so small and CUTE. hahah

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would anyone eat this old TORTISE? hahaha. the skin is sooooooo loose. hahahahaha. it seems to me that it had not bathed for a tough long time. haha!

i went to the REPTILE PLACE. the place im looking forward to. but i fear them. haha.

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this is the COBRA. omg!!!!!

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this is the rattlesnake. haha. has a rocky kinda skin..i didnt touch it. i read from the "thing". haha

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and THIS is a HUGE FAT erm i mean MUSCULAR PYTHON! eeeeeee! damn long and huge. its in the water. eeeeee!!! i felt my mao standing. haha!

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even mosquitoes doesnt wanna give me a break.

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its us. haha!

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its RHINO right? haha

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its me! its me!!!!!!

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camels are damn cute when they're eating. just look at the way they start munching. hahah

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me and camel

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fred and camel. haha

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i love giraffes!!!!!! they are damn tall! and has nice mao mao!! haha!

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tall bo? hahaha

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one male and five females. man this lion is a FLIRT.

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is this the da lao po? first wife? hahahahahahahaha

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oh my............ look at its mao! how nice.. look new right? hahaha!

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this pony is damn cute and small. super cute. i love it. the feeling of touching it is like the feeling ur playing with your barbie dolls hair. hahaha. im serious. haha

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i dont know if its a she or a he. but i want to call it SHE. okie. shes damn pretty! should be male? coz very muscular leh. hahha! okie.. its SHEMALE hahahahahaha!

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beautiful eyes sheve got!

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I LOVE HER! hahahahahaha..

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these are THE GUINEA PIGS hahaha.

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saw the WHITE one? its the HORNY one.

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its us again

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its a MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! haha

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a mooo with big balls.

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saw? haha.

and one of the mooooss at the back moooooooooo damn loud. haha!

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we saw MEH MEH also!

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im baby jessie elephant

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he's old aged fred elephant. hahahahahahahaha! oppps. jk.

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yipppppieeee! i saw elephant! have you got any idea how HUGE they are? they are reallllllyyyy BIG. haha!

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this is the di pan of the REd ass animal. haha!

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saw red asses? haha

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i think this is ugly.

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AINT this animal CUTE! such nice colour! its the WHITE TIGER!

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pigs with horns. hahahaha

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me!!!

thats the end of the pictures. hahaha!

excited to go to the zoo? its fun i feel. i had a great time. maybe you should go to the zoo someday! haha! zoo aint for small little kids or tourist only. haha!

i saw polar bear tooooo.. but no pics taken!... haha tell you something.. the animals in the zoo love to walk to the same place and same route and its many time. here to there and u turn and again. or even run for rounds hahahahaha! wierd bo? haha.

thats my day today! visit the zoo friends! its really fun!